Jelly Roll

Sorry I have been offline for a few weeks. I really want to make this blog work and a sharing platform for everyone that wants to share and help others.

Last Summer/Spring when I was barely functioning. Everyday activities were a struggle, pushing myself through daily activities and watching my appplewatch, pushing myself to close rings to maintain control, or what control I had. One of the activities I always enjoyed was going to get a diet coke from Mcdonald’s (which can quite frankly make everything better and more tolerable) and then I would drive through the park, listening to music. Jelly Roll’s “I am not okay” was a song that I felt in my core. I wasnt sharing my story or my struggle, it was my journey. But that song, when I would drive and think about what may/may not be coming, that song and that Diet Coke, made everything just a little bit better.